Jurate Mitrakas

I finally understood why I cannot trust my husband in financial matters and have control issues. We were husband and wife in some previous life and he really messed it up then. I feel like my anxiety around finances is gone and I am releasing my grip on him.

In general, I came to the session out of curiosity, I just wanted to have this experience, to know what it feels like to remember your past life. I could see everything with precise details: the embroidery of the curtains, the view to my yard from the windows, expressions on the faces. I could feel the fabric of my clothes on the skin, feel the emotions and know the thoughts I was contemplating. Surprisingly, the story of the teacher I reviewed gave me a lot of insights into my current life situation and highlighted confidence problems I was struggling with all my life.

There were chapters in my life story that I kept closed and protected from coming back to my memory. I thought that if I don’t think of them and don’t remember them they stop existing. It turned out they are the cause of my uncontrolled anger and aggressiveness which was destroying my life. Clearing these emotions wasn’t easy but I was very surprised that in a few days when I was thinking about what had happened I had no emotions left. It’s as if you have a file saved in some folder and you know it’s somewhere there but when you open it you find it empty.